though the words seem too close,but the level of perplexity i am going through, even they are parted, totally unclouded ! hehehehe
The spontaneity of my life is at its pinnacle, i enjoy every whit of it. My independence for me, is my identity. Tables have turned, the ball is in the court but i am frozen, y? what m i seeking? i am sick of my own abstruse attitude this time. I cant figure out what i exactly ponder on, trust me its immensely abominable...
sometimes i even dead reckon that i am bound to some reckless spell casted on me by someone, totally entangled in some prebuilt cobweb.
The strangest thing happening is- DREAMS ah'heaven, i never ever dreamt since yore but recently dunno what has stuck, the same college , classes, and my monotonous schedule even dint spare my dreams. People dream about b'ful things, things they want to achieve, or things they are dreadful about. But not something as insignificant as College it aint worth...
its bin a month and `10 days...miss you mom n dad, you are life, m just a part of it. and this homesickness is making me totally muddled :( :(
I m Soo..... damn flabbergasted, m simply speechless. Gr8 Job. :)
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